Sleepy being hyper !

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Being extremely tired and overly hyper at the same time.

Allowing my self to just relax – please, no more dramas in my life currently. And then a few hours later, enthusiastically trying to fix all open issues – new pages of To-Do’s, Creating amazing plans covering the rest of my life. Ending up negotiating with myself on whether to do the dishes now or later. START-STOP-START-STOP.

And that is OKAY. No more self-loafing. The goal is still Sober one day at a time – doing just fine. And there is no urgent dead-line on creating my new wonderful sober life ! Mind and body needs to adjust.

/Soberman – having realistic expectations to early sobriety – day 25

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13 thoughts on “Sleepy being hyper !

  1. “There is no urgent deadline in creating my wonderful new life” – exactly! We didn’t get this way overnight. We won’t be “fixed” overnight either. Keep chipping away at yourself. It just gets better and better. Rooting for you dude.

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    1. THX. Amjor reason for feeling so robust this time, relates to a new respect of “the nature of the beast” – Less Hybris, more sound grounding. Not about STOPPING – more about STARTING a journey with a still wider and not yet defined scope !

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  2. Excellent! I get the hyper-sleepy thing. My wife doesn’t like it when I say, “I’m sleepy,” so she starts reading a book in bed, and then I start pulling her hair like I’m a ten-year-old boy. Better than passing out drunk in bed, I say.

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  3. Stay with it because you are doing great! Pat yourself on the back for not drinking during your brother’s recent situation…if you can handle that…you can handle this!

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